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Merry late X'mas. : )) It was and now it is gone. And it was great. ♥ Althought food was terrible. :P I can't say that I haven't had time to write cause truthfully I'm just lazy. Sry.
But still I feel that Chirstmas was over so soon and I my time is gone wasted. D: I really haven't done much in couple of days... There was our "japanese" party and then week went and It was Christmas and all day went watching Grinch (u r sucker if u don't watch it in Christmas holidays).

I do not have pictures of our awsome "we-are-too-japanese" party buuuut my lovely friend who owns systems camera took some pictures and u can go watch them in here ---> pitsiperhonen (I sooo want new camera but no money no honey. : < Someday maybe baby.)


There is some pictures of our sucker sushi. Marsu did great job when she made them but it was Ilona's and mine fault that rice was raw. :'D But Marsu did love to do them (I guess) so we made someone happy at least.
 But we had fun so bad food didn't matter. ; ) We played and talked aaand... yeah. Watched some movies like some korean horror movie and Tokyo Gore Police. Minemine it is mine. :>> I seriously gonna buy all those sucky japanese gore movies I can get. I bought Ichi and BR II also. ;D

But there are some pictures of my X'mas presents and me and my color contacts. I'm gonna go to sleep. And in da Helsinki tommorow and I spend some money for my brothers gift D: He wants contacts too and black jeans. Geeez.

The Gazette: Repeated Countless Error, Slash, Placebo: Battle for the Sun, Totoro.

I get many more gifts but these are best. :) And two shirts I wanted like forever *A*

Me with contacts

And Yukke wishes u Merry X'mas : ))

It is spinning wheel, so sing~ Lala-laa-lala-laa-lalalala-lalalaa ♫

It's been great week. : ) My mood is gotten better and I totally love my best friend right now. She was so sweet and wasn't mad at me cause of my rude act. ;____; Yeah I know that I can be difficult. Hahah and we watched Brüno after that cry scene. XD I love u, let's be friends like forever. :' <

But one thing I know about life is that when It looks like everything is all right some asshole decides that merry-go-around must swing again and then It is all mess again. ;____; I just got to hear something really nice and still shocking. And I really don't know how to act, how to tell, how to explain. And I'm so afraid that I hurt someone if I say what I really wanna say. Life is difficult. That's why they write songs about it. Omi gosh I just wanna listen Alone again, Wonderful World and hope that Ryutaro makes everything allright again. ;_____;

And Christmas is killing me and I'm all stressed and stuff. I have to buy presents and all. I know, I know don't push yourself. But I can't help it. I'm that kind of human who wants to give presents for my friends just to show them how much I care. They are still really material gifts, but hey I'm materialist so can't help it. :'D  Asd I hope that someone understands. x____x

And I have to make plans for our X-mas Party... food, action, music and all. Yeah december is reaaaaally killing me. D:

This is my beloved JRock shrine.

-There are all my concert tickets, some of them aren't showing.

-Below is my Ben & Jerry's collection. I like cans and below that desk is more cans and bottles. XD

-There in the corner of that shelf is Mikaru's glove. I got it from their latest Fin concert and It still smell his tobacco. ♥____♥ I love that smell. ♥

-Next to it is shrine my friend made for me. It is for honored hide. There is his picture, it shows little and incense... I really don't know ho it smells cause I never smoke it.

-And there are some angel decoration. They are my granny. She is dead. ;___;

-My schedule. I never will memorize it. XD

-And all my lovely JRock/Pop CDs. ♥ There are almost 50 of them.

- And those little papers on the last edge are some stuff I ripped of in Fushigi Yuugi. XD There is Nakago in natzi costume and little comic about Nakago's and Tamahome's love query. Yeah, I stand for homosexuality and dojoushins...

I'm sorry XD I just had to do it.

But BYE FOR NOW, SEE YA SOON. ♥

Ps. I watched Memoirs of Geisha (aaagain) and I still think that It is most beautiful movie I have ever seen. ;___; ♥

I need MEDS

Hi. I'm pretty upset right now cause I feel that some ppl don't wanna talk to me. ;____; And I have been really depressed lately so I'm not feeling very well. I cried today in school... I felt so bad and just had to get away.

But thanks to very lovely ppl I luckily know and can call my best friends I got safe in home. And my mom was so nice too. She made caramel tea for me and all. ;____; I just love her. And some other ppl. ♥♥♥ Thank u. ♥♥

New Cure and apple pocky I bought when I was at Helsinki in Friday. DaizyStripper. ♥ *A* There was Nightingeil and Dog in the PWO too. ♥ And that whirligig I got from my friend (she is so nice ♥). It's gonna be neckless someday. : )

That's a sake bottle I got from my uncle. He was in Japan last year and bought it from there. And didn't take me with him. •`A´• It is empty but I get to taste it and I didn't like it that much. XD But maybe I use to it someday... And that's my computer and I'm listening CELLT once again. So sad that they are dissbanded. It was awesome band. ;_____;

BUT BYEBYE SEE U SOON ♥

Ps. We are having awesome Visual Gay/Johnnys Fags/Korean Queers party on 20th of December. It's gonna be great and I promise put some photos. ♥

Hi, u lovely ppl!!

You are fucking awesome, let's start mindless act in Flesh FreakShow!!! I'm now in hurry so let's chat more some other day! But I love u still and I will give my all to you . ♥