It is spinning wheel, so sing~ Lala-laa-lala-laa-lalalala-lalalaa ♫

It's been great week. : ) My mood is gotten better and I totally love my best friend right now. She was so sweet and wasn't mad at me cause of my rude act. ;____; Yeah I know that I can be difficult. Hahah and we watched Brüno after that cry scene. XD I love u, let's be friends like forever. :' <

But one thing I know about life is that when It looks like everything is all right some asshole decides that merry-go-around must swing again and then It is all mess again. ;____; I just got to hear something really nice and still shocking. And I really don't know how to act, how to tell, how to explain. And I'm so afraid that I hurt someone if I say what I really wanna say. Life is difficult. That's why they write songs about it. Omi gosh I just wanna listen Alone again, Wonderful World and hope that Ryutaro makes everything allright again. ;_____;

And Christmas is killing me and I'm all stressed and stuff. I have to buy presents and all. I know, I know don't push yourself. But I can't help it. I'm that kind of human who wants to give presents for my friends just to show them how much I care. They are still really material gifts, but hey I'm materialist so can't help it. :'D  Asd I hope that someone understands. x____x

And I have to make plans for our X-mas Party... food, action, music and all. Yeah december is reaaaaally killing me. D:

This is my beloved JRock shrine.

-There are all my concert tickets, some of them aren't showing.

-Below is my Ben & Jerry's collection. I like cans and below that desk is more cans and bottles. XD

-There in the corner of that shelf is Mikaru's glove. I got it from their latest Fin concert and It still smell his tobacco. ♥____♥ I love that smell. ♥

-Next to it is shrine my friend made for me. It is for honored hide. There is his picture, it shows little and incense... I really don't know ho it smells cause I never smoke it.

-And there are some angel decoration. They are my granny. She is dead. ;___;

-My schedule. I never will memorize it. XD

-And all my lovely JRock/Pop CDs. ♥ There are almost 50 of them.

- And those little papers on the last edge are some stuff I ripped of in Fushigi Yuugi. XD There is Nakago in natzi costume and little comic about Nakago's and Tamahome's love query. Yeah, I stand for homosexuality and dojoushins...

I'm sorry XD I just had to do it.

But BYE FOR NOW, SEE YA SOON. ♥

Ps. I watched Memoirs of Geisha (aaagain) and I still think that It is most beautiful movie I have ever seen. ;___; ♥